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2009-12-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

My gosh...
I was just realising that, I didnt post since long time ago...
Recently, I was busying with some personnel stuffs...
Will try to update when am free...
Take care k to all my dearest friends...
Catch up soon....

Worthless

2009-03-30T13:39:00.004+08:00

Actually I really don’t know what I should post for this round, but indeed I don know, but my mind kept reminding me update this blog.Its have been very long time I didn’t post in this blog.Busy or lazy? Can’t define which the correct one is.Recently I have been busy with my work stuffs, and most of the time spent at home and for gym.I like to maintain a healthy lifestyle consistently.Weekend went out with friends for stressed releasing.This economic climax really brought me a big impact,company cut pay for everyone,suddenly felt worthless working so hard for the company.No variable bonus for this year because company announced lose in profit,but is it really lose or????They should know better.Really felt discourage at all, because many outstanding haven’t been settle yet.I have to overcome it,regardless how tough it will be.When GOD's with us nothing can against us..Perseverance till the end…Amen n Amen..

2009-03-09T17:21:00.001+08:00

人生就如海上的波浪
永远无法预知那波浪的大小
就如人永远无法预料
意外与明天那个会先到的事实
珍惜与感恩每一天能生存活着的机会
庆幸每早起床还能持续的呼吸
珍惜生命的每时每刻因为
永远不知生命何时会划上句点

2009-02-23T15:17:00.002+08:00

My feeling is getting better and better, I found myself no longer locked in the emo situation. Frankly after jumping out from the trapped I feel more comfortable.No more suffering, sadness, miserable, etc. Now I see everything simply, because I don’t want make my life become so complicated. I like the situation I have now keep Happy,and laughing, easy come and easy go. Now I wish to entertain my friends, I like to see my friends happy. I want them happiness.

To you:

Thank you so much for let me see through something, especially company me during this emotional period. Now I see further, because something better is waiting for me. I still will maintain good relationship to you, because u are still my beloved XX, will company when u need, (although I may not the best), but this is my promise to you.

To you:

I’m glad to know you, although we just get to know each others not less than half years but I can really sense u are kind to me. Company me when I in downtime. We share among each others. Treat real for each others, really appreciate very much. Pls take care yourself, always there and be your listening ears.

2009-02-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

This few days I was jus stayed at home. Spent sometime go for body training then went home. I have been thinking through this few days, finally I manage to overcome the obstacles that I faced for the passed few days. Frankly, I so glad that, to have you in my life, but I more cherishing the moment we have been together for the past few months because its more lively and valuable. I will still maintain the relationship that we have now, because I feel closer and comfortable. We can share whatever we have and play as crazy we can caused no restrain at all. When unhappy we encourage each others, when happy we cheer up each others, and can’t be judged by using money. Honestly, I still love you like before but is another way round. Keep it up for your dreams, I know u can do it, I got faith in you..

“Without FAITH it is impossible to pleased GOD”

Birthday Celebration 2009

2009-02-18T10:46:00.010+08:00

Last Thursday is my actual birthday, in the evening i went Orchard meet WL.We went shopping meanwhile waiting for the rest to come. About 730pm when everyone met we went for our dinner at “Tan Dian Wan” at Hereen. We have ordered several foods but all came in a small portion. I was so touching during cake cutting session, because this is my first birthday which received custom make cake by D2, Ray & Des. Thank you very much. They have done one ‘Strawberry Chocolate Forest” Cake for me. The test is so yummy. After that, we went for playing bowling. Now let the PICs talk…

Photo - Mixed Country

Photo @Shokudo
Photo @ Shokudo

Photo @ Shokudo

Best Buddy

Best Friends & D2

My Birthday'2009

Cake done by D2,Ray & Des

Bro.Jx & Me

WL & Me

Best Group - DRAWS

Des & Me

Ray & Me

Present from Ray & Des

Nice

My Best Friend
D2 & WL bowling competition
Wow..all expect
D2 & WL
Top Winner

2009-02-18T10:03:00.002+08:00

当一个人的心彻底毁灭内心不会存着任何的渴望.不想再次陷入不实际的想象空间里.在梦境里它或许很真实很存在但在现实生活它却是冷淡无情.身边所发生的事宁可一概不理.或许过着平凡的生活才是我所追求的自我独立的生存方式来得比较实际.不再奢望任何美好的事物因为不想拥有它的存在.一旦失去了心痛百倍.既然不想得到任何伤害就不要拥有它,只因划破胸口的痛又有多少人能了解？

Pre-BD

2009-02-09T12:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my pre-birthday celebration.I have invited several friends went to Bugis eating steamboat.Actually we supposed meet at 630pm@bugis MRT, but as usual some of them came very late & it was very common for me already. Think I have to register them for “Yearly The Most Lateness Contest”, they all sure WIN one. Around 730pm while all people were met we start for our dinner. We have ordered two “Yuan Yang Guo”, and I can see the entire hungry ghost, everyone really enjoy the foods. At my table we got a special waiter, but just know to throw the foods inside but don’t know take it out once it was cooked. End up all foods was keep floating inside the wok. Especially ‘Wantan” it changed become like tissue paper, so disgusting. There lots of fun, especially “Chili Story”. We took about 3hrs for dinner after all we went for the next session. We found some place for chatting. After all we went home. I just want to say, friends thank you for coming, friendship forever & always in my heart.

2009-02-05T09:51:00.001+08:00

These few days felt unwell, fall sick finally due to insufficient rest..These few months really busy for some stuff, busy for CNY, Birthday, etc… My body really going to be exhausted soon, is time to have more resting..Will try to reduce some outdoor events, stay at home for rejuvenating…But In HIM I shall be healed…

2009-01-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went town area to have earlier reunion dinner with some best buddies.We supposedly meet at 7pm, but someone came very late. (You know who you are).After gather all, we went to “San Zhong Liang Jian” for RD. We have ordered some delicious foods like “Lian Ou Tan”, “Bai Zhan Ji”, “Fan Shu Ye”, “Nai You Xia”, “Chao Lu Rou” & “Lao Yu Sheng”. We all did really enjoy the foods but so pity to Ray caused he has just putting on his braces felt uncomfortable to eat. After eating we went to OCL actually wanted to watch movie but too late for the show caused all need to work and school for next day, so finally we all decided to go home. Chinese new year is just at the corner; hope everything going to be fine especially to all my friends…=)

2009-01-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went for jogging at my new place, but I was realized that, I was totally can’t found the properly jogging track or garden for jogging caused I still not yet familiar to this new environment. At the end I ran along the roadside. I was started from house and all the way to my workplace and turning back again. It took about 30mins for this run. When on my way to my workplace I saw under the bridge there is a jogging track got many people was jogging there too. I need to explore up how I can go there, so that next time I can go there for my daily jogging. After jogging I went home caused no plan to go out. When I was reached home, owner was at the living room watching TV. He has invited me watch together. I sat down watched Campus superstar with him & his son.He bought me pineapple and I ate it, but frankly I don’t like so much but got no choice.After finished watching, I went for shower and read newspaper and some books to motivate myself or upgrade myself. About 11pm I ready for bed.

Today is D2 exam day: hope whatever that you have prepared will be coming out on today exam papers. Try your best I believe you can do it. Will keep you in prayer

2009-01-19T10:09:00.004+08:00

Finally Chinese New Year is just at the corner, but don’t know why I still can’t feel it at all. Nowadays CNY really meaningless for me, caused no much different with normal days. When I was thinking back when I still a child really many changes compare with now. I was thinking ten years later are we still celebrating for this festival or not?? Let’s time to prove of it. These few weeks nothing much happen as usual hangout with outside friends. Studying, chitchatting, drinking and shopping for some CNY stuffs. Not really buy caused I don’t wish to overspending due to some reasons. These two months spent a lot because of shifting new house, but finally everything was settled down. The owner treats me well, just quite costly for the monthly rental fees. Last Sat something happened so sudden. For that case remind me think twice before act, because we may regretted after that. Anyway D2 not your false don’t feel guilty. We all must really learn to become more mature especially in doing things. “We took long time build up the relationship among each other, but it can be easily broken by a single word or action”. This week I will be going back to hometown, finally i can see my mum, missed her so much really can't imagine how she now looks like. Really long time never go back, think I can’t remember the direction to go home. I really hope this year will be prosperous year for me. Wish all my wished come true in year 2009. Same as to all my beloved friends, especially you…..

Dear All Friends,

Here i would like take this opportunity to wish you all

“Happy Chinese New Year 2009”

May 2009 is a prosperous year in your life

Stanley
YingGuang
世界“英”此而变得“光”芒

2009-01-12T15:28:00.003+08:00

To you are reading sometime I just don’t know how to express Maybe you have misunderstanding me You may think why I so heartless Honestly I just want to take back those things belong to me If you think I am purposely to put you down I can said sorry to you here
Pls be understand of my difficulty, I not kind of unreasonable When path become difficulty, I will find my way to turn it back I hope you will be the same. I know how difficult your life now on
But pls learn grow more maturity. Never be condemned by the problem that you have. Hope you understand what I trying to say. Wish all the best.

2009-01-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

First wish Jordan’s happy 21st birthday Last Friday went for Jordan birthday celebration at NTUC downtown east The co-incident is his birthday was just 1day different with his dad
Is double birthday celebration the atmosphere on that day itself really nice I went there with D2 & Des on Friday night and stay there overnight till second day morning. After we went to JX house for sleeping caused really very very tired. Without any hesitation after shower we all sleep immediately Around 230pm I have woke up due to hungry but both of them still keep sleeping Went down the living room playing with two cuties dogs (Bibi – is a clever dog but black black always look like very innocent-really cute hope one day I could own them)
Stomach is getting hungry have no choice to wake them up for breaklunch After taken have to rush home to get the cloth change and rush down to JX house again meet D2 go Jordan actual birthday celebration & I was so crowding on that day.After stay for 2-3hrs we got to rush down to town to meet others friends. Finally when everything is over and reaching home is about 4am in the morning. But the important thing is I have to wake up 7am go JB. Really didn’t sleep much during these two days.Early morning met up with Des to clementi meet D2 them we have to rush to Kranji meet Ray to JB. We reach JB about 11am them we go for our breakfast, Des favorite “Dim Sum”. We really ate a lot. After that we are continuing for next missions. Shopping, eating, massaging & etc..At night Ray brought us to “Darken Place” eat seafood dinner. The foods are really nice.After we went to eat “Luk Luk” also. Through the whole journey we only “Chi Dong Xi Mai Dong Xi” cause CNY is just at the corner. Reach home 1am in the morning after shower then sleep. As conclusion although I felt very tiring but one thing for sure is our relationship was getting closer & closer. Take care to all my friends.

2009-01-08T10:17:00.006+08:00

nowadays the world really change
ppl change become selfishness, gossiping, KPO…etc
I don’t understand why certain ppl always like to complains instead of appreciate
Like to destroy all good relationship instead of cherish them & even over disturb others privacy life, I really don’t like this kind of ppl.Recently I busy for some personal stuff & it really brought me lot of puzzle and pressure. I really don’t feel like going home at all, although even at home will lock myself in a room, caused I don’t wish to see someone. I’m not try to escape or accept of the fact but just want to reduce some unnecessarily case from happening. Left few more days to go, I need to be more patience until the day come. Everything is going to be fine after all.

Des here wish you happy 21st birthday.
Congrats finally you have become young adult.
Although there is no big celebration for this important age,
but hope you really enjoy the dinner bought by me & Alex.
A simple dinner hope really can bring you a good recollection in your life
When next year birthday will plan a better celebration for you k.

D2 thank you for helping me
through these few days, & really appreciate very much.
Sorry if I have threw any tempers on you, but I don’t mean for anything.
Knew you are unwell for these few days. Pls do really take care yourself,
drink more water. Take care all the times and always kept in my heart.

Ray although busy remembers to take care yourself.
Going to be more handsome after you completed put on bracelet.
I know its uncomfortable but pls be patience for this two years.
When after two years later you will become a good new look.
Take care k..see u soon.

Tired

2009-01-05T15:42:00.002+08:00

02/Jan/2009
Friday nitex after work went to town met D2 at cine cos he got an appointment. I though I can go in with him together end up I have to walking around cine alone. No way to go so I decided to play arcade. I have played two time basketball game; I can’t believe I did improve. After D2 finishing we went for our dinner. We went to crystal Jade to have our dinner and I don’t need to pay single cent at all cos D2 treat for the dinner (next time don’t be late k..hahax).After we met WL and the rest we went watching movie “Transporter 3”. Later we went home…

03/Jan/2009
Today is Adrian Tan & Desmond pre-birthday celebration.
Here wish you both happy birthday & all your wishes come true in 2009.
Afternoon 1pm went to D2 house helping him shifting bed and mattress.
Around 5pm we manage to get the lorry from JX colleague. Actually I really wondering to sit in the lorry caused this the first time D2 drive lorry, but I have to trust him, finally he did it. After shifted everything we prepare to go met the rest for birthday celebration.
We went for eating then go for happy hours and some places, after few hours enjoying we went home in early morning…really damn tired…

04/Jan/2009
I slept in today morning 830am, then woke up at 1pm caused got appointment.
After appointment I went to D2 house caused we wanted to go for gym at clementi.
After about 1++hrs gym went for our dinner and later went to D2 house watching “Campus Superstar 3”. About 11pm took MRT home. Really tired when after bathing I go bed immediately.

Forever Bye~2008

2009-01-02T11:08:00.008+08:00

First “Happy New Year” to all my friends. Now is year 2009, the time flew really fast. I was thinking of my yearly reflection, honestly yr 2008 was not really good for me But I don’t want to mention anymore because whatever passed just let it behind. New Year new life new beginning and I believe this year will be a better year for me. Of course 2008, is a harvest time for me caused some valuable friends had been walking into my life ( WL,Tommer,Jeremy,Jia Xiang, Jonathan, Adrian Lim & Tan,Galvin,Sherman,Joel,Ah Bi,Desmond, Raymond & All SHC friends..(Pardon me if your name does not list here.). The happy thing is I get to know D2 in my life and this is the bigger harvest in year 2008, thank you for walking into my life & brotherhood forever. My first wish for year 2009 is all my beloved friends will stay healthy, happy, happiness & whatever dreams that you have will become reality in your life. I really want to say “is my pleasure and happy get to know your all, make my life become more meaningful and colourful and friendship forever.

31/Dec/2008 (Wednesday) – New Year Eve
Today is half working day due to New Year eve. After knockoff I went to meet D2 at his bedok friend house. We went for simple lunch at his blok About 4pm we went back to his own house for preparation for night event. I got the chance talk to his mother, and his mother looked young and still very “heboh”, nice talk to his mother. After get everything done JX came to fetch us to town to meet the rest over there. After we all met we decided where to have our last dinner for year 2008, and this is very headache moment caused too many opinions here and there, but finally we went to Thai-Express for New Year eve dinner celebration. The foods are so yummy. After we went for happy hours to have New Year eve countdown..Pics of the day...

What Is Life???

2008-12-26T10:41:00.001+08:00

First wish everyone a “Merry Christmas”
Since Christmas had just passed 1 day meaning 2008 will be leaving us soon.
Is reflection time for year 2008, but I really don’t know what to write at all
In the passed few months, life up & down inconsistently especially month of Sep will never forget in the rest of my life. As conclusion for year 2008 is just moderate year for me. Wish coming year 2009 will be even better than last year

Recap what was actually happening for the passed few days.

21/Dec (Sunday)
Is final competition for “Duet Competition” at Chinatown. I went there with D2 to support our frens as promised. The final 8 teams really so outstanding, have potential in singing, but one thing out of expectation the “Winner” is “Q2B”, anyway congrats.
Met JX after all we went to market to buy some foods with JX & D2 for Pre-Christmas celebration at his house. We bought some beef to cook western dinner. Actually JX wanted to buy ‘Turkey” but we can’t manage to get it at all. End up we bought “Chicken-Turkey” (cos D2 said Turkey look same as Chicken)à (But sure mehx??)
We went to JX house without any hesitation we started prepared the foods due to time limit.
I prepared Salad & some decoration foods. JX went out to buy some glass and folk & spoon. D2 started to cook. Really fun when I saw D2 cook. Finally we manage to get ready all the foods at 730pm. Then we ate happily.

22/Dec (Monday)
Evening met D2 go gym at clementi sport hall. We spent about 11/2hr after went for dinner. We ate famous “XO Bee Hoon” as suggested by D2. Co-incident we saw our fren so having some chitchatting later then go home at about 11pm.

23/Dec (Tuesday)
Work until quite late, after went to buy some Christmas present. After that went home immediately to wrap the present caused I have to pass the present to D2 & JX before they left to China second day morning. Actually wanted pass them after they come back from China but it seems become meaningless. So decided deliver to their house personally.
Hope you like the present very much.

24/Dec (Wednesday)
Woke up at 5am caused wanted to go airport to send D2 & JX off to China.
Early morning already raining, so inconvenience. We reached airport T3 about 630am after check-in the luggages we went took our breakfast. About 730am I rush to my workplace and D2&JX rush to board the plane. From airport to Clementi took about 1hr journey. And the train so crowded, after stand 30mins finally got seat available. Take a short snap awhile. Reached company about 10mins late, but luckily work half day only.
Afternoon met Des to my house for change after we go to town met WL for dinner.
Des wanted to watch movie, so we went to watch “Ye Wen”. The story line is damn meaningful. If you plan to go movie, I suggested you may go watch this movie as well.
At 10pm, Jeremy asks to go Christmas countdown so we went for happy hours somewhere near to Orchard. The countdown is damn fun, but the worst is too “Crowded”. Reach home about 530am in the morning. After taken shower bed immediately. Missed D2 so much..Take care k..

25/Dec (Thursday)
The actual day for Christmas.Thana asked me accompanies him to go Crocodile & Converse sales at Paya Lebar.We went there in the afternoon. Funny thing is when walking to converse sales Thana accidentally stepped into “Yellow Soils” & his new Kappa shoes immediately change become like “Shit”, so ugly. I can’t stop laughing at him, but I don’t mean of it, just my mind kept thinking really fun. I suggested him go home change before he go for the next appointment otherwise will caught attention on his legs. After he bought everything then we went home. Don’t feel like going out at all cos too tired. At 7pm I went for “Jogging” at bedok reservoir. After ran 5km then went home. Take shower and prepare for sleep.

Life can be more interesting if you know to find way out…
That’s all from me…

Stay Happily

2008-12-19T09:43:00.003+08:00

yesterday nothing much happened....
year end stock take is just at the corner which fall on next coming Monday
these few days I have been busy run out the stock take reports and also month end sale reports as well for financial year closing & finally everything is going to be done by today.
yesterday after finished work, straight away go home
actually wanted meet D2 for dinner but due to certain reason end up we didn’t meet…hahax...since going home so met Thana’s went bedok reservoir for jogging but this Thana run getting slower and slower not even run 10mins already tired. Thana you really must improve your stamina okay…after running we went home…
Reach home Chitchatting on phone with D2..
D2 suddenly sang one Cantonese song to me.. I almost Pengz when listening to his singing cos at my phone side I was just hearing D2 kept singing “ meng..meng..meng..meng..” I cant heard others tune at all..hahax..laugh until my stomach pain...D2 really make my day happily..hahax..
at 11pm went inter with Yattho cos he haven’t take his dinner..we went to 24hrs coffee shop to have some dimsum..chitchatting awhile then went home rest…

The Memont We Have Together

2008-12-18T09:19:00.000+08:00

first I would like wish Joey happy birthday although I don’t know how old are u but believe you are a very young & pretty girl okay hahax..(Don’t forget to buy sweet horx)
yesterday went to Cine for Joey birthday celebration. We actually supposedly meet at 7pm for dinner but end up till 8++then take. Went dinner at HK café with D2, Jordan & Leyi as for Joey and her BF including her cousins came later.
We ordered quite some dishes due to very hungry & when having half way around 9pm Joey and her friends were come. We ordered some dishes “Tan Yuan”, “Pai Gu”, “Toast”, “Guo Tie” to bless this birthday girl & took some pictures with her…Hahax..
There is no planning after all so we decided went home. Jordan & Leyi went Powerhouse due to lady night free entry. I & D2 found a place to drink and chitchatting awhile then we went home…..

Fully Utilized Your Day

2008-12-17T09:43:00.001+08:00

yesterday overslept in MRT, I supposedly out of clementi station but end up to Jurong East station, rushed change the train to Clementi because I don’t wish to be late. When reached office the timing was just nice. Yesterday damn busy caused year end stock take is coming very soon. It just left 3days to go. Don’t like it much caused the stock warehouse is tremendously hot. Can even do sauna over there, but got no choice still have to do. Yesterday after the whole day busy met up WL & D2 & Ah Yi for dinner. WL treats us because of his first pay received. Now his wallet should be still bleeding. Is fun when having dinner with Ah Yi, she so friendly, like Ah Yi much. After we walked around PS a while, actually wanted to play arcade but the counter closed early we can’t manage to get the change. About 10pm WL wanted to go parkway to meet someone so we separated from there. Walking around with D2, we went to Hereen’s cos actually D2 want to go hotel to do….but end up didn’t do it…wow D2 now very strong…Hahax..We found some sofa and sat down for chitchatting. We talk about the dreams..very excited when talk about it each of us dreams..D2 I believe one day we can make it..
we can be top successful entrepreneurs in one day...after we went to Billabong shop help his friend to buy Christmas gift..later we took MRT home.. Reached home about 12am..suddenly felt like jogging, so asked Thana went jogging at Bedok Reservoiur together about 0010am..We ran about 4km after that went home…now my day really fully utilized at all..hahax…

Wonderful Day

2008-12-15T10:42:00.005+08:00

first would like to wish Ah Bi happy 21st birthday & not forgetting to Mel also 18th happy birthday also wish all your dreams come true.. Congrats Ah Bi finally becomes young aldult..so happy for you.. last Saturday I & some of his friends had been invited to his birthday celebration we went for some simple drink for his birthday we all really enjoy that celebration very much.. once again happy birthday to Ah Bi… yesterday went KTV with D2, Ray & Des together at Orchard Cine before that we went for our brea-lunch at one American restaurant Xxxxxx (can’t remember the shop name) to have some simple brea-lunch because D2 got some free coupons & is exchangeable for some free dishes. four of us really enjoy very much. after taking our brea-lunch we went for KTV we use the cash voucher which was given as consolation gift for “Duet Competition” with D2, we all sang happily…we finished at 1130pm after proceed for birthday cake cutting celebration at “Xing Wang Hong Kong Café”. After sitting a while we went home I went supper with D2 a while then went home sleep…

D2 just want to tell u..thank you for everything to have u in my life...
never regret u be my D2...just wonder did i do my best for u...promise will always be there to protect D2 forever...

although through the whole day felt very tired, but I really enjoy the moments when we all together…that’s all for this round..to be continuing.....

Funky

2008-12-12T10:02:00.003+08:00

back to blogging again
recently there no much different or changing in my daily life
as usual woke very early in the morning
working hours remain unchange from 830~545
sometime met D2 and his frens went for dinner and watching movie
last Sunday I & D2 participated in duet competition
this is first time we standing on the stage facing huge crowd
at first we though this competition was just opening for those
normal singers only, but when we are there surprisingly we saw
“Campus Superstar-Huang Zhi Yang” was also there
& “2nd Jue Dui Superstar – Jeremy & XXX” was also there
think event organizer should implement the rules whoever
had participated in those big singing competition shouldn’t participating
in such small event otherwise will be very unfair to the rest..
although we have loose but we still very proud at least we got chance
to get in top 24 teams which we have eliminated at least 36 teams
D2 well done, proud of you….
at night we have attended friend birthday with D2, Alvin. Leyi, Raymond,
Kenneth, Joey & her BF..Really fun & Ray always the first easily get drunk
follow by Alvin, he face really red until when driver show his face think
will stop the car immediately cause of traffic light..hahax…
is a heavy downpour night on that day until can’t even take cab
but luckily Kenneth has came with us, he very kind and fetched us home
when inside the car I was asking Ray where do he live
he damn blurs and unawakes totally
we always have good fun when we all three together
when I was reaching home, after shower go bed immediately
cos promise WL meeting him at 3pm..
meant I just take few hours sleep only…
last life can be meaningful if you could find someone
who really fun and understand need for each others…

让梦想起飞

2008-12-04T11:31:00.002+08:00

I was so proud and happy to heard that
SHC going to have it new house
I believe the new house must be very nice than before
even fix more capacities and SHC surely will grow compatibly
towards 1000mbs..SHC the home we belong..

Countdown for duet competition this Sunday
Although my voice doesn’t really recover
But I got faith to compete “While there is a dream there is HOPE”

D2…must take care to your voice k..
we both must really JY…although I know there some stressed
but no matter how we must try the best as we can…

“Dream Machine”
-It’s an idea when we together I hope u will proud of it
-Let’s this machine continuing to run and finish the dreams that we have...

Believe = Have It

2008-12-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

first congratulations to “Dream Machine” team for get into top 24 teams
I & D2 was so excited when received email and called our team have been choose as top 24 teams for Duo Singing Competition. That meant we are able to go for preliminary round. This is the very first time I joined this “Duo Singing Competition” as I don’t have experience at all. Really stressed when Sunday audition. The CD that we brought doesn’t work due to some technical issue. Finally we have to live singing. From beginning quite worried caused wondering my voice will affected this competition as I in unwell-voice condition during this Duo audition. Each team was given 3mins to perform but when come to our turn we took about 1.5mins to complete, it was very short. In my mind got confident we will get into next round. As I have told myself must try the best I can at least get into preliminary round. Another reason this is D2 wish too, I can’t let him down
at least he friends proud of him, finally we really make it happening. I know is “HE” who heard my voice and provides whatever I want. “HE” never let me failed and always there for me forever. I give thanks for everything you have done in my life.

Preliminary Round :
Date : 07/Dec/2008 (Sunday)
Time : 1230pm
Team : 2
Venue : Chinatown Point

If you are feel free please come to support “Dream Machine”…Tks in advance!!!

COINCIDENT

2008-12-01T11:34:00.001+08:00

yesterday I went for Duo competition with D2
about the 60 teams was participated and out of 60 teams
will choose only 24 teams to get into preliminary round
we only get to know result by today thru SMS or Email
its doesn’t matter in or out but what I concerned
about is do we really tried our best??
My answer is “YES or CAN BE BETTER”
for 100 marks I will give “70/100”
really hope to receive good news from SPH today
by faith I can move the mountain…
SHC “Encounter” service felled on yesterday too
I did really hope to attend this monthly one time service
but so coincident is my Duo audition
so I have to missed out...anyway
looking forward the next monthly service…
SHC..Jia you…=)

IDIOT

2008-11-26T09:53:00.001+08:00

just want to tell some funny things which
have been done by me I was meeting D2 at orchard cineleisure
I was rushing there after knockoff caused
I have promised will be there latest by 650pm
from beginning everything work smoothly
but when I reached city hall station
everything started to change
I supposedly take another train towards Somerset station
as usual I will approach to another platform take train to somerset
but the stupid thing is I totally forgotten there are different direction
compare when I came from bedok and clementi
from bedok I just need towards opposite take another train to somerset
but from clementi I supposedly going up escalator to take another train
when I board the train realized the direction is towards raffles place
meant I went back to the same place again..almost fainted
similar scenario happened again when I reached raffles
I board the wrong train again end up to outram park
I really don’t know how come sudden became so idiot?..hahax…
my eyes keep watching on the time caused I don’t wish to be late
at the end I still manage to reach there on time
but they all came very very very late…hahax..
after we all met up we went for dinner together
I have eaten steamboat with D2, WL eaten “spaghetti “with Lawrence, Jonathan eaten “niang dou fu” and Ah Bi eaten “hot plate”..wow so yummy…Jon said his stomach still very empty even he has eaten a lot..hahax..after eating we plan to watch movie together, after consideration here and there finally we watched “Chihuahua” together. Love this movie so much, caused the movie is soooooo…touching & romantic. but someone fall sleep when come to end..hahax..after we all went home..although ending we have some confliction but finally everything had been settled

Feels

2008-11-24T10:33:00.004+08:00

when I thinking of you can u sense of my feeling?..hahax...=)
yesterday are really fun
reached home 7++ early morning
i was surprised when Thana called me for breakfast
in my experience he never does this before
met him at bedok Mac having breakfast together
after we walked home together cos he hus just next to my blok
take a quick shower and ready for sleep
but I couldn’t get into sleep well
after 3hrs slept I sudden woke up,
cos I don’t have the habit sleep during day time
what things to do??? Ar-harx….
listening to the music and reading book on my bed
just to make myself fall asleep
but surprisingly I become more awake..wapiang
skies suddenly change become darken
the strong wind keep blowing and lightning keep lighting (very weird)
it was symbolized the heavy downpour is on it way
finally the heavy downpour came
met D2 and his friends watch movie at town area
but finally we went to play arcade and bowling
when talk about bowling we are having a small deal
whoever gets the lower scores will have to treat everyone a drink
you guess who is the loser???hahax..of cos not me…
to Xxxxx don’t be sad okay…keep more training
one day you sure will win..
after taking supper we went home…that’s all for the day
before end I just want to thanks everyone of you
cos is you have make my life colorful and meaningful
love you all so much…especially to U & U…

Love Without Asking Any Return = Sacrifices

2008-11-22T13:23:00.008+08:00

yesterday i was just going to honey pub with friends again
we went there with some others friends together
i have been drank many beers and alchohol as well
sang many songs with them also
can see we really high on that night
i really love that kind feeling
cos at that moment i can easily forget all stressed & burdens
frankly speaking my feeling now was really complicated
i really dont know what is my exact feeling
i can't really know myself well
when love someone dont dare to tell
caused i scare when i tell i will definitely lost
i rather keep it to myself doesnt want create the problem
think i should learn how to control my own feeling
love without showing forever.....
be with xxx, protect xxx, concern xxx
think is the best and right thing to do...
just consider is "hopeless" deal
cos just dont want think too much on it
i don't wish to have high expectation or return
cos i cherish for every moments when we together....
love without asking any return forever and ever.......

Bright Recollection

2008-11-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

Recently I have been busy with some stuff
First would like to wish Alex happy birthday
Last Sunday is D2 birthday
We have been celebrated his birthday at ECP
The day full of joy & many of his friends was turned up
For his birthday celebration
Luckily all foods that we prepared was enough
Otherwise think he has to order Macdonald for all the late comers
The BBQ session ended at 10pm
After we have been planned to go KTV for second round celebration
Really fun and I can see how happy D2 was
Just keep talking, singing, drinking….
Everyone really enjoy the celebration very much
I really can’t forget and the scenes keep appearing in my mind
I can even smile when I was sleeping
Once again happy birthday D2
Really happy can celebrate birthday with you
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The camp finally is over
And I believe everyone had done their best to make it success
Thank you for every effort that have contributed
I believe every one of you will receive rewards soon
Sorry I didn’t turn up for my reason but my sprit is always there
This is for sure, happy to see all the photos you all had posted
In your blog, I can feel how enjoy you all are…..
The one I love, the one I care
Will never forget in my heart
Taking care all the times all my beloved friends

Contradiction

2008-11-12T21:24:00.006+08:00

doesn't realised I have been rested at home quite long time
i really like this feeling very much as I can managed my own time
can do whatever things i can no compromise no control no divided
missing some of my close friends hope you know no matter how
you all always in my mind take care all my dear friends
recently went out with Alex D2 we went to many places
run here and there of cos very tired but yearn enjoy very much
year end is just at the corner & Hip Camp is coming soon also
hope this camp will be moving in spritually...

Cycle

2008-11-05T22:16:00.004+08:00

when the choices came
I have to make final decision
but WHY MUST I COME TO THIS STAGE???
If this is the rules & regulations of the choice
I must accept it and think deeply before I choose the right decision
I have handled everything to HIM
cos I dont wish to be irritated by this decision
HE will lead me to the right place where should I belong to
I was very happy when heard you have came back to HIS kingdom
nothing can express my feeling and thankful for everything
finally everything came to reality & now i dont have much concerns anymore
& I think this is called "Cycle System"(turn-turn)
I hope to see you are really looking
back yourself & I always believed and trusted the capability that you have
which able to manage all "BIG THINGs"
although I may not around during this season OR.....
but I hope you can be more stronger than before
like we met at very first time...you always in my heart

FAILED TO PLAN OR PLAN TO FAIL???

2008-11-03T17:39:00.001+08:00

Something I really want to tell is no matter what happening I know you always there.
Recently I have gone for some parties with my JL D2. The party really ROCK & ROLL
I have been long time never have that feeling? WHY??? I really don’t know???
Over stressed?? Who can tell me exact answer?? Think ONLY HIM
Anyway is time to searching back WHO I AM???
These few weeks meanwhile resting I also keep thinking of what I going to do for NEXT??
Really must think it seriously this time round, caused the time was just flew without telling. Don’t have much time to be wasted anymore & I must have better planning to make my life successful & become more meaningful, caused life is just one time.

“FAILED TO PLAN OR PLAN TO FAIL???”

P/S : You all always in my mind, know you all working hard for coming event.
but remember take care yourself too…

what is "TRUST" meaning for???

2008-10-29T01:33:00.006+08:00

next year is my nine years in Singapore
when i was thinking back through these few years
found myself didn't self-upgrade at all
since i graduated my O level
i felt just wasted my time & meaningless
i was telling myself i cant just let this scenarios
keep continuing for the rest of my life
is time for me upgrade myself to higher level
i don't wish to be a outdated or downgrading people
next year really will take some courses to prove myself
thank you for all the encouragement
i will remember in my life & would not be forgotten

-->>Xxxx
although i felt sad when u told secret without my permission??
since i so trusted u..can I continue to trust u???
Pls tell me??? I just want the answer???
i think I need to re-justify again???Should I???
pls prove me if you are not??I will say sorry if u are not..
i just need gain back the trust between u again...

Buddy
sorry..i really got nothing to say
cos you all treated me well
i just want peace in my life
thank u for inviting me again & again
for time being just wanna rest
will arrange for the meeting time
pls take a rest well

-->>Someone I Cherish
anything what had done just let it gone
don't put in your heart no more angry this i promised
u always in my mind & cherish forever
cant forgetting how much u care during my sick
u always in my heart forever..M.I.E

All By Myself

2008-10-26T00:54:00.007+08:00

these few day there's happens a lot thing
i have to learn overcome it by myself
I may show my temper on you
regardless who you are
but i just want to say sorry (anyone)
if i have done something against you
or let your heart broken but i dont meant to do it
i just cant control my emotion
but in my mind you all always the best
ready & beside me whenever I need
appreciate for all had done in my life
JL D2 apologise for what i have done yesterday
Kor can sense all your cares & concerns
really appreciate & cherish to have u in my life
forever & ever...

Buddy....
I know whatever you done is good for me
I not cold blood type can understand your heart
appreciate for all your encouranging messages
just for time being I really dont want think much about it hope you could understand..take care

爱

2008-10-22T16:13:00.004+08:00

无法形容

我心中对你们的歉意

除了对不起

我不知还能说什么

我不想带着承重的心情

更不想让个人的因素

增加彼此心中的负担

因为我们都彼此爱护着对方

你们永远是我的战友

一起共同走过的路

永远烙印在我的心中

无私的爱与付出

那真挚的友情是金钱

永远都无法取代的事实

因为太爱你们所有的人

所以不希望这些事影响

彼此间的呵护与爱戴

该面对的终究要面对

该来得必须提起勇气去接受

已学会用平静的心

去看待生命的一切

因那起伏不定的心情

与那宽阔曲折的道路

让生命变得更有意义

没有人一生中平坦度过

只有珍惜与把握现有的一切

让彼此互相扶持与相信

用爱去完成生命的旅途....

Break

2008-10-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

I was thinking over these few days
what am I doing for the passed months
why i make my life so busy
this is not nature character I ever have
sometime I just dont understand myself
now I just want take a break
I just want some space for myself
I know may let you down
but I can just say sorry about it
thank you for encourage me
when i need listener
I know u always there
thank you

Happy Day

2008-10-19T16:50:00.005+08:00

yesterday is a very special day for me
in the afternoon i went to watched
"Connected" movie with frens
the movie is really nice & excited
after went for dinner
at orchard cinelesuire with her
the feeling is good
we ordered small steamboat
keep talking and eating
we spent about 2hrs for dinner
after fetched her home to Pasir Ris
after went other place
got another appointment
really enjoy through the whole night
with you all (you know who you are)
really friendly & good-mixer
really fun & full of laugh
long time dont have that kind feeling
thank you JL D2 & frens

Playful & Joyful

2008-10-17T15:30:00.005+08:00

yesterday something was happening
but finally everything have been settled
although out of my expectation
but still accepted
afternoon JL D2 fetched me to town
i have been stayed at home nearly 3 weeks
since after operation of Appendix
felt myself like bird live in the cage
really happy when yesterday
went out with JL D2
feel freedom & release
really like that feeling
cos long time never have this feeling
since busy for some stuffs
really no time to relax & enjoy myself
maybe this is my nature character
relax & enjoy is my principle
caused life is just one time
have to Cherish & fully utilise
He just passed he driving
so touch when he lend car
from his fren just for fetching me
wow really touch..thank you D2
we went some places
and eaten something
really enjoy very much
wait for the next outing with JL D2
now planning for his birthday
the wound start pain again
i dont know why
maybe this is symptom of recovery
if that so ease my worry
really missed my family
especially MUMMY...=(

~生命的脆弱~Part 2

2008-10-07T19:40:00.003+08:00

九月三十日我终于离开
那苦不堪言的病床
回到属于自己的家
下午一时许办完离院手续
便回到自己的家
虽然行动上的不便
但毕竟自己的家始终方便舒适
到家的时刻无数感人的情景
再次呈现在自己的面前
无法表达心中的感激
何等修来的福气拥有
这么一群要好的朋友为我打点
所有一切只因能提供我舒适
的修养环境与行动上的方便
永远无法忘记你们所付出
的时间与精力
牧师谢谢您无私的付出
从我发病那一天起
更谢谢提供那温馨的床架
让我能起身来的方便
真的谢谢你牧师
Esther感谢这段日子
不断的细心照顾
我留院几天您就到院几天
你无私付出的爱
就好比我远在他乡的妈妈
Martin谢谢你所打点的一切
扶持我在行动上的不便
Berber谢谢你为我整理
房间甚至清洗风扇与窗户
只因避免伤口受感染
真的谢谢你
Kelkel真的谢谢你
我知道你工作忙
特地抽空探望
心理真的很感激你所
付出的一切一切
还有来探访的朋友
谢谢你们真的谢谢你们
辛苦了.....

To Be Continued.............

~生命的脆弱~Part 1

2008-10-05T13:45:00.007+08:00

我永远都不会忘记每年的
九月二十七日
因为这是我人生中第一次住院
九月二十五日的下午以为只是小小的胃感冒
便请了半天的病假回家看了医生吃了药
原以为只须休息片刻便能恢复原有的体力
怎知病情不但没进展反而便的更严重
原以只是少许的胃疼结果连腹部都发病
疼痛如命犹如针在胸口不断反复的刺
忍不住的泪水自动从眼角流出
牧师知道情况晚间牧师带了我
到家用医生诊治医生诊治后打了一针
并告知如果今晚过后没有任何进展另有原因
嘱咐最好接受全身性的稍描听闻后情绪顿时
变得低落因为我希望这一天永远不会到来
回到家因为药力的关系很快就进入了休克状态
心里抱着任何的希望希望明早起床后一切平浪
九月二十六日的早晨当起床的那一刻
感觉疼痛减少了不那么疼了心中无比的快乐
但是不希望的事最终还是得发生
九月二十七日凌晨时分当起床时
顿时感觉腹部的右下方剧烈的疼痛
根本不发从床上爬起强忍着疼拨电牧师
我知道这是不好的预兆也是必须经过的
早上大约十点抵达樟宜中央医院
医生很肯定我得了盲肠炎
我听了后顿时害怕因为我知道这必须通过
手术才能解决的问题
顿时我心里好想念远在她乡的妈妈
但我知道我要学会坚强
更何况我有这么多的兄弟姐妹
的照顾让我更有勇气去面对
当天下午四时三十分
我被安排进行手术切割
推进手术室那一刻突然问了自己为什么我会在这里??
宁静的手术室有如太平间一样
躺在手术台上的片刻无法忘怀
在麻醉药的效力下很快的便进入昏迷状态
大概三小时的手术被医务人员从昏迷中唤醒
当时呼吸微弱的我无法呼吸自如
手术后必须依靠氧气管晚上九点我被推出了手术室
我庆幸我依然活着只是还处于半麻醉状态
我知道有好多人来看我当我无法一一的回答
真的很谢谢你们的付出在院的日子
感谢你们对我无微不至的照顾
让我不觉得孤单寂寞衷心的感谢你们
"Pastor,Ting Jie,Esther,kelvin,Martin,Bro.Tony
Thana,Aloy,Berber,Zech Mum,Auntie....etc"
谢谢你们的爱与付出...真的很谢谢你们!!!

To be continued.......

痛~

2008-09-26T09:29:00.004+08:00

昨天的我已经忘了
自己是否依然存在
昨天的我忘了欢笑
强忍着身体上的痛
苦笑不得
没人能了解没人能体会
毕竟那是不曾有过的事
痛的无法入眠的滋味
胸如万箭穿心般痛
必须强忍着泪水
用安慰来掩饰
痛的晕了过去
解决了短暂的痛苦
让所有的痛
慢慢消失
毕竟那不是短暂就能
医治好的事

远~

2008-09-22T10:32:00.004+08:00

"远"到底有多远
没有人知道
世界的尽头
有谁能解答
无人能晓
生活中所发生的事
是否用心去感受
许多的无可奈何
隐隐约约
误解与错觉
有谁能理解
又有谁能体会
无论想的是什么
做的是什么无关紧要
咬紧牙关坚持走下去
正面乐观看待一切

Depths Of Your Love~

2008-09-19T10:08:00.008+08:00

Before the earth

Before all days You knew me

Formed in Your image

Made in Your likeness You love me

The light of Your word

The truth of Your promise guides me

The power of Your mercy

The love of Your grace deep inside of me

It's the depths of Your love

Moving in the depths of me

I believe In the power of Your name

I believe In the promise of faith

I believe In the love of a God

Jesus my Saviour

I believe, I believe

Speaking to this mountain

To move into the ocean

With Your authority given to me

No matter what happens

Here I am standing

On the hope of Your word Promised to me

--------------------------------------------

I really touched by this song

the loves from HIM is endure forever

no matter where u come from

HE love is the same multiplying to

all HE nations

the FAITH HE gave us

direct us overcome all circumstances

will you believe in HIM TOTALLY???

You may not..but I WILL

FOREVER & AND EVER

BELIEVE = HAVE IT IN SPRITUALLY

Life~

2008-09-19T00:51:00.006+08:00

these few days
there no much things happening in my life
but one thing for sure
i felt the day passing just like the tap water
day in day out
all school exams is just at the corner
students was busying revise for their studies
for me is my daily work
woke up early went home late
everyday did the same things
felt time really insufficient at all
can someone multiply the time
when tired i always seek HIM
i know HE will take away
all my tiredness
getting more & more friends
in my life if comparing
when very first time came
happy cos no longer alone
when happy got ppl celebrate together
when sad got ppl sharing together
that all friends about

SERVING = PREVILLAGE~

2008-09-16T00:25:00.010+08:00

these few days
busy with some stuffs
last sat SHC was having BBQ
at East Coast Park
early in the morning met
with Esther & Martin
we went to bedok 85 market
to buy stuffs for nite
BBQ purposes
after met up pastor for breakfast
at 85 market
after all i went home preparing
then we took cab to Esther house
take marinated chicken wings
to Pastor house
when reached Ps house
without hesitation we started
the work immediately
long time didn't cook already
everything get done
went ECP immediately
to meet all invited friends
we starts with the games
after start for BBQ
through the BBQ
everyone really enjoy
I & Kelvin & Esther busying
for barbecuing
hahax..cos we want serve
ppl better so that
they can feel welcoming
the whole BBQ finished
at 10pm after took cab
home cos too tired
i felt the day

was fully occupied
although very tired
but when saw

all friends happy
all tiredness was gone

TIME NOT ENOUGH~

2008-09-12T10:38:00.007+08:00

I realised myself
going to be robotic soon
yesterday I was sleeping at 240am
this is totally breaking the record I ever have
during the weekday
I went to Kel house with Ber
to complete the pamphlet
as due day is TODAY!!!
sound like urgency
at beginning we don’t have any ideas
the reason is because
we hard to get the pics from internet
for what we want
we spent about 1hr++ for doing searching
finally we managed to get some pic
for coming DISC pamphlet
without hesitation
we started our task at about 1am
we designed here and there
I fall sleep during half way
I was having a short napping
cos my eyes very tired
I was napped about 15-20mins
woke up again to complete the task
with Ber & Kel
after having a short napped
my body fully re-charged
finishing the pamphlet
when about 210am morning
then taking cab home
thank you buddies

BELIEVE = REALITY~

2008-09-11T13:49:00.004+08:00

after been 9yrs waited
finally I granted my “Permanent Residence”
I can’t tell how hard the process
but I can tell IS HIM I been blessed
thank you ‘HEAVENLY FATHER’
E-appointment on 30/SEP
to complete my PR formalities
I could get my
Singapore Blue NRIC
beginning of Oct
no more work permit holder
can’t express how happy I’m
In HIM all things are possible

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart
In all your ways acknowledge him
He will make your path straight”

Amen n Amen !!!

STRENGTH~

2008-09-08T09:43:00.005+08:00

few weeks didn’t update my blog
committed some “Important Tasks”
some “TASKS” had already passed
really felt tired & not enough sleep
but still got strength & persevered on it
“HOPE = STRENGTH”
busy do planning with some good BUDDIES
you know who you are
thank you so much for all your sacrifices
through these few weeks & nights
I knew you ppl also felt tired
but press on okay
happy to work together

when everything done

we organise chalet for retreat
~Cheer~

奔~

2008-09-01T11:26:00.008+08:00

today is the first day of Sep
the months really gone very fast
left only 4months 2008

will become historical
today just updating

some what had been done
for the past few days
month of August really a tiring month
for certain group of people

especially for all SHC leaders
we rushed for all church coming events
really busy like never before
& very tough due to time limitation
but we believe

"In HIM everything can be done"
"Believes, Believes & Believes"

finally the days will be coming…
this week is a war week for SHC
03/Sep – Amazing Race
07/Sep – Dreamz Service
13/Sep – ECP BBQ + Mid-Autumn Celebration

after all have to prepare for coming
“14~16/NOV-YOUTH HIP CAMP”
really packed on the schedules…
everyone is tiring but with…
“One Dream & One Vision”
for “1000MBs Church”
we all must perseverance
on fire all the times
willingness & sacrifices
until the day come…

Amen & Amen!!!

等下一个天亮

2008-08-27T12:49:00.002+08:00

不知为何当听着
"等下一个天亮"
心中有许多的感触
其歌词与旋律
深深打动我内心深处
仿佛看见背后
写词人的心声
与那动人画面的情景
时间的漂浮
有谁会停留在你的身边?
过往的日子
是否依然深藏在

你的脑海里?
是否有了现在
而忘了过去的日子??
你还记得吗?
时间能够冲淡一切
没有谁

能永远为谁而留
没有人

能永远为谁而活
收起心中所有的往事
让勇气努力填补
"时间可以磨去我的棱角

有些坚持却永远磨不掉"
倘若结局如此
让所有一切随风而逝

......................

然

2008-08-25T16:32:00.005+08:00

倘若时间

只剩下几秒钟

你是否会带着遗憾??

倘若到了

世界的尽头

你是否会勇敢走下去??

没有谁能告诉谁答案

毕竟那是不曾经历过的事

................

VISION & DREAM

2008-08-14T10:03:00.004+08:00

today is a gift

that why it call “Present”
everyday is a new day
new life & new chapter for me
everyday imagination
seek for the vision & dreams
1000 member’s church
I believe this is
not just a dream

but God’s will make it
become realization
I really hope this vision
can be happening soon
really can’t wait for
1000 member’s church happening
start visualize how was
the atmosphere when
1000 over members
praise & worship together
it will be fantastic and
I strongly believe the presence of
God’s is very strong & powerful
come to this 1000 members vision
I keep asking myself
what actually I can do for SHC
how can I really help to grow?
for this vision
I know this is not just my responsibility
but is every single members
that we have for present
how am I going to help?
every one of them??
sometime I really struggling
caused I know it is not easy
but not so difficult to achieve
this 1000 member’s vision

but i strongly believe

HOLY SPIRIT will move with us
what I concern is

1) Are we really prepared??
2) Are we really received??
3) Are we willing sacrifice??
4) Are we united??
5) Are we hunger??

although you may not willing
but I willing to run for this vision
as I strongly believe

the more willingness you have

the more blessing will get from God’s
I believe God’s will totally

bless those who "Heart" is willing

to build for HIS Kingdom

Matthew 6:33
But seek first his kingdom

and his righteousness

and all these things will be given to you as well

I strongly believe as we
continuing to seek HIS kingdom
God’s will surely answers and acknowledges
and the holy sprit will empower us

be with us all the time

Luke 12: 8-10
I tell you whoever acknowledges me

before men and the Son of Man will

also acknowledge him before the angels of God

But he who disowns me before men

will be disowned before the angels of God

And everyone who speaks a word

against the Son of Man will be forgiven

but anyone who blasphemes

against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven

Let we together to build HIS kingdom to the higher glory

Amen & Amen!!!

Pulau Ubin Trip

2008-08-11T12:20:00.004+08:00

09/Aug/2008
is a wonderful day for me
cos on that day is
SHEKINAH'S BIG DAY
we went to "PULAU UBIN"
for one day trip
earlier in the morning
i met up with all
my EG members at 830am
after all we took bus
to "Changi Village"
we reached there
about "930am"
after then we went
to take breakfast
around 10am everyone was reached
then we grouping
all people according
to their own team & name their team name
the four teams name is
"Hai Ou/Still Thinking/Merlion/Eagle"
after all we went to take boat
reached Ubin on time
proceed to our game place
the weather is damn hot
but it doesn't affected us at all
we play some breaking games
after then we went to "SECRET GARDEN"
we spent 30mins for this tour
after we went back to have our lunch
after lunch every group
have their own free time
meanwhile I & others committees
plan for the next coming games
around 130pm we went back
to game place continued our next games
even the weather is super hot
but everyone still very enjoy
through the whole event
something unthinkable
suddenly happened
the clouds turn black
and began raining
but thank GOD's
the rain not heavy
we still manage
to continued the games
the last game for this event is
"Treasure Hunt"
everyone really enjoyed
this session very much
in the end of the event
"Merlion" was the
first place through all the games
after prizes presentation
we rush for going home
cos the heavy rain
when we reached at jetty
was so crowded of people
everyone push & cut queue
to board the boat
finally we reach at Singapore
around 515pm with wet body
later we went to Esther's & Jonathan's
house for NDP'08
we went home at 1030pm
although everyone felt
tired but i can see
we really enjoyed very much
thank GOD's listened
to our prayer
thank for all participants
really play their character well
thank all committees
to make this event successful
See you for the
next "UBIN" trip again
cycling adventures....

欢乐与价值

2008-08-04T11:39:00.004+08:00

昨日
时间如同流水一般
飞逝而去
过得非常充实
迟睡早起的我
早上九点三十分
约了哲儿,马汀,还有爱诗特
去“乌敏岛”做最后
策划安排
大约十一时许
我们进入了
那绿野的岛屿
迫不及待
享用我们丰盛的早午餐
实在是太美味了
那新鲜的海鲜
香飘万里口齿留香
垂延三尺
让人吃了赞不绝口
享用完毕之后
立即展开了
搜索的旅途
我们骑着单车
进行那岛屿的搜寻
“马汀”载着“爱诗特”
介于那凹凸不平
的小丘山坡
骑的喘不着气
加上那炎热
高挂上空
炎热的火球
让我们骑的汗流浃背
顿时感觉精疲力尽
经历了一小时
搜寻我们斩钉
来临星期六活动的地点
过后便赶着回新
因为约了
“艾勒斯”去唱歌
说真的
好久没去唱歌了
毕竟唱歌是我专属爱好
喜欢唱歌的感觉
因为可以
融入个人情感世界里
“艾勒斯”
也是位爱歌之人
尽情诠释自己
的歌唱实力
那带有磁性的声音
带出了那独特的演绎方式
“哲儿”也开怀大唱
流出那富有感情的一面
大约四小时后
我们便去享用
丰盛的晚餐
我们吃的有说有笑
大约九点三十分
我们便回家了
乌龙的事发生了
我和哲儿竟然
坐错了地铁航线
哈哈!真的好乌龙
大约十时三十分
回到那温暖的家
收拾起玩乐的心情
以应付

新星期的到来
洗刷完毕后便准备就寝
“欢乐”的日子
总是过的特别快
但“快乐”只特许给
懂得珍惜

每分每秒的人
才能体验

人生存在的价值定义
朋友们加油!
期待.......=)

Pray & Trust

2008-07-31T16:47:00.006+08:00

let update

some latest happening
I really love Wednesday

very much because is

SHC-17 cell group meeting
yesterday cell group I personally
give 7/10, as the Praise quite weird
caused we sang with the live music
really found meaningless for me
caused praise should from inside out
overall still alright for me
went home about

930pm from church office
went dinner with

Zech’s, Thana’s & Aloy’s
reached home around 11pm
quickly go bathing

caused the day very late

chatting msn with some new frens
one new fren name Alex’s
I get to know Alex’s

when he added me
in his skype list
hahax..GOD arrange
we now become very good brother
yesterday he was told me

he had lost his wallet
total cost around $900++ dollars
inside got cash $450

Gucci wallet cost $400++
surprising is he had lost this wallet on Tuesday
but only realized

he wallet was lost yesterday

he really sad and very moody

I can understand his feeling
I strongly encouraged him
but one thing

I know I can do for him
is pray for him
I asked GOD

to give him back his wallet
without any lost inside
I felt GOD presence surrounding me
when I prayed for this request
because I believe

GOD can do all miracle things
all things are possible in HIM
this morning

when I woke up
during the way to workplace

I prayed for same thing in MRT
hope his wallet

can be found and return
Praise the LORD
today Alex’s skype me
someone has found his wallet

thank GOD
really answered my prayer
thank you LORD
from here I realized

GOD doesn’t looking

at appearance and

possessions you have
GOD doesn’t looking at
cleverness you have
but one thing for sure is

GOD is always looking

at your “Heart”
how much your trust in HIM
how much your hunger for HIM

& how much you love HIM

HE know us well
because HE created the universe

and also you & me
& HE light is always

be with us

John 3:16 :
For GOD so loved the world that

He gave his one and only son that

whoever believes in HIM shall not perish

but have eternal
Life

This is GOD promised

Amen n Amen !

ENJOYABLE DAY

2008-07-30T14:07:00.002+08:00

As for yesterday
really not much happening
stayed at home after working day
Actually I was decided

to go stadium for running
but last minute not to go
caused I felt tired & want

to rest & relax
yesterday wasn’t really have my dinner
passed by stall

bought two pieces chicken wings
and ate 1 piece apple
that all for my dinner
online chatting with flocks
watching movie “SHARK”
at 10pm synchronize prayer together
after all continued watching
half-way felt sleepy
around 1155pm really can’t press on
It’s my favourite bed time…

Hahax..Byebye

期待

2008-07-29T10:09:00.003+08:00

近日来忙着筹备来临的
"乌敏岛之旅"及年底的"青少年露营"
忙得不可开交
只为了让每个人能释放
心中的疲劳与压力感
同时必须照顾

我那可爱的"羊群"
感谢主这"羊群"都能自力更生
只是情绪上容易波动
起伏不定
"父神"
你的"灵"能安抚他们软弱的心
您的"大能"能医治他们
彷徨无助的心灵
"父神"
恳求您带领
就像您如何引导"摩西"
战胜法老

"青少年露营"的筹备工作
如火如荼的进行中
所有的委员都愿意
牺牲有限的时间
来侍奉神的国度
感谢无私的付出
"父神"
请赐您大能智慧的恩膏
带领如何策划
让这活动能
打动每个人的心灵
让您的"爱"触碰
溶解所有封闭的心灵
彰显您的"大能"
真实活着的主
您是那坚固的"盘石"
与那完美的"山寨"
无人能将您击败
"父神"
唯独您是我们的力量
求您全程来带领

FORGIVENESS

2008-07-15T09:37:00.005+08:00

Everyone has their own mistake

but we can choose to forgive.
People whose forgive easily

will make his/her own life more meaningful
No stress, no revenge, no guilty

no struggling and last hopeful
As when you began feel

stress, revenge, guilty, struggling

the following things will easily take place

Heart attack
High blood pressure
Easily fall sick
Unhappily
Moody / Emoting
Escape from reality
Melancholia
High temper
Unconsciousness

And the last more horrible is:-

EVIL MIND WILL TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR MIND
EVIL ACT TAKE CONTROL ALL YOUR ACTIONS
EVIL THOUGH WILL SPEAK OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH

Let forgive

what people has did in your life

as the LORD have forgive you
DO NOT

let your life control by the EVIL

SEEK for the LORD

ASK for the LORD

PRAY for the LORD, and FOLLOW the LORD

all situations shall be turned back

in the POWER of GOD

绊脚石或垫脚石????

2008-07-11T09:13:00.005+08:00

生命
倘若失去了奋斗的力量
就失去了活着的意义
不管生活如何艰辛万苦
依然要继续面对走下去
选择逃避并不是解决
面对现实才能学会成长
弱肉强食的现今社会
不是个备俱全就能生存
灵敏机智的反应能力
才能决定你的存活力

别让“问题”成为你生命中的

“绊脚石”- 导致你收起那翱翔的翅膀

应让“问题”成为你生命中的

“垫脚石”- 帮助你展翅高飞越飞越远

加油!我的朋友

DARKNESS

2008-06-09T13:46:00.000+08:00

These few days
there are some unhappy things
happening at my workplace
the new GM wasn’t friendly
all my colleagues

weren’t like his characters
change this & that

feel stress and unsecured
really felt tiring with current job
every morning have to woke up very early

consider to change for new job soon
LORD you are the only one that I can depend
when all troubles come I still fully trust in you
LORD I give thanks
for everything that you have did in my life
LORD in you I found my peace & joy
LORD please restore

my strength & faith in you
Thank you LORD
I commit myself onto your hand
Thank you LORD.

G12 MISSION

2008-06-03T09:48:00.001+08:00

I should re-start for my blog already
otherwise the blog will be declared
to be buried soon by someone..hahax..
for this time being I was strongly
building up my spiritual life..
found myself more stronger &
strength in the LORD
Amen n Amen !!!
Thank you LORD for all did in my life
Thanks for all the encouragements
from all G12 EG members
We prayed & understanding each others well
Keep continuing to build
the unity among everyone of us
We have received a new mission from Pastor
during last week EG meeting
G12 mission now is our leading & goal
let’s we work hard together to win more
souls to expand the Kingdom of GOD

“ Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
in all your ways acknowledge him,
HE will make your path straight”

LET’S NOT FORGETTING OUR G12 MISSION
“G12 GROUP” NEW GENERATION

MISSION TOWARD LORD

Mother’s Day CHC Service

2008-05-12T12:52:00.004+08:00

yesterday I was attending

CHC Mother’s Day Service
woke up very early on that day

to prepare all the greeting cards,
in the morning rushed to buy

all the flowers with Zech’s & Thana’s
we went market to buy the flowers

the price still reasonable
rushed to EXPO 8 by taking cab

because I don’t like to be late
service started at 10am sharp

started with Praise & worship
follow by CHC Mother Day drama.
the drama was so touching

I really felt it speak to my life
how I grew in such

circumstances, difficulty situation & single family
i can’t control my tears at all

after service went CGH with Zech’s
for his medication check-up

later went home

致给心中伟大的妈妈:-
心中的言语无法表达我对你的爱
感谢您的艰辛劳苦,无怨无悔
虽然儿不再您身边
但儿的祝福必然会降临您身边
因为神他很爱您

母亲节快乐

HOW CAN LIVE WITHOUT HOLY SPRIT

2008-04-21T12:10:00.006+08:00

yesterday my mood wasn’t felt good
due to certain reason
I really don’t know why people always
thinking themselves but forgot others people needs
can I say “Selfish” I really don’t know
went CHC for Sunday service yesterday
the world largest church YOIDO FULL GOSPEL CHURCH
Co-founder Rev.KIM SUNG HAE came preaching in CHC
Rev. Kim exact age around 70-80++
but she wasn’t looked like that age at all
she looked young, merciful and cheerful
and she really empowers & anointed by the HOLY SPIRIT
during her preaching is damn interested
she share about her live testimonies in the capacities of crowd
so touching, reality & motivated
she has shared about the HOLY SPIRIT
in her preaching I have learnt HOW HOLY SPRIT guided us
in our daily life

HOLY SPIRIT CAN HELP & LEAD US IN :
1) Power of Built Our Relationship
2) Power of Heavenly Wisdom
3) Power of Cuts out Disease & Demon
4) Power of Strong Witness

in her preaching really found me myself
where the area should I improve
although is just a simple preaching

but for someone may not understand

but her message really brought me
a huge reminder

“EVEN A SMALL LITTLE THING IN OUR DAILY LIFE

WE MUST LEAD BY THE HOLY SPIRIT, BE MORE SENSITIVELY TO HOLY SPIRIT

AS OUR LIFE CANT LIVE WITHOUT HOLY SPIRIT”

really thank you so much REV.KIM for her sharing
the presence of GOD was very strong.
I can felt HIS touched through the whole service
the service took about 2hrs30mins
later we went to Mrs.Yee house for EG meeting
the meeting took about 2hrs too…
felt exhausted after meeting went home
night went stadium running
met Zech’s son dinner after than went home

GOD I trust in you, please lead & guide me in my daily life
in whatever I do, wherever I go
cos you are such wonderful & powerful

know all my needs

thank you LORD
Amen!!!

T.I.R.E.D

2008-04-21T10:12:00.002+08:00

Sat is most tiring day for me
in the morning went to Singapore
blood bank for blood donation
went together with Zech’s +++
wow damn crowded
so many people came for same purpose too
if just a drop of blood can save the life
I willing to do it
because no else can compare with life
after nearly 2hrs waited
finally came to my turn
long hours waited
but complete in just 10mins
found myself really patience in waiting
but felt guilty & sorry
for those whose waited for me
really appreciated for your waiting
after we went to
RIVERWALK for our first meeting
in CHC premises..the air-condition was so cooled
meeting took about 3hrs
later we all went Macpherson road for dinner
after dinner we went back to new office
for prayer meeting
we all took about one and half hour to pray
the meeting end 830pm
after took 15mins for fellowship
then we took bus home
really damn tired on that day
rest early to prepare
for tomorrow service in CHC

POWER OF PRAY

2008-04-17T09:43:00.003+08:00

yesterday went for SHC-17 cell meeting
at new premises at CITITECH
in first I though we only rent one small room
but was realized we have actually
rent two rooms in total
one for cell meeting & others purposes
another for administration purposes
yesterday cell meeting quite special
as yesterday Ps gave us lesson
“Bible Prayer Study Course”
teaches us how to pray specifically
after we began to pray
we all prayed powerfully & strongly
prayer took about 45mins
after that we went home together
went bedok inter took our dinner
later then went home

BLESSED

2008-04-16T10:24:00.002+08:00

finally HR helped applied for “S” pass
thank GOD really answered my prayer
and know all my needs
now waiting MOM for approval
need pray strongly GOD bless this
application will successfully
these few days went running with Zech’s son
in the evening at bedok stadium
ran 8 rounds for each time
suddenly felt myself also part of armies
get sweat after all but felt so good
yesterday went alone
cos Zech’s son went to new premise
for cleaning purpose
rain when I went home
prayed GOD will stop raining when I reach home
thank GOD really answered my prayer
rain stop around 730pm
went stadium for running
9pm went 85 market meet wif
Aloy’s di / Ben XD/Huat Chen di / Zech’s son
for dinner as they having night study
surprisingly our guitarist Mr.Israel Loo
also came to join for the dinner with us
happy to see him
eat some light foods
having a short fellowship then went home

MOVING

2008-04-11T15:02:00.001+08:00

Almost forget to update blog..
now updates what was happening yesterday…
yesterday night went church for final packing
preparations for tomorrow church shifting purpose…
when I reached church all stuffs almost nearly completely packed
..i was there helping for the remaining stuffs…
quite fun during packing, all we didn’t have any experiences
in packaging, we wrapped all assets by using strapping film
..one round after round..
..even small little tiny things..

..hahax..
Bro. Tony told & showed warehouse capacities to us
really get shocked when after saw the pictures
the capacities given is damn damn damn big sia

really headache & wonder how could

fix
all stuffs into this limited capacities…
think we need “ Doreamon” to help us at this moment
but so bad he not alive…
~WHO can help~…..It’s only u…..

W.H.Y

2008-04-10T11:00:00.002+08:00

back to blogging again..
sorry for not updating my blog for the past days..
cos wasn’t feeling good these few days...
don’t know why every time when after taken HOLY communion…
surely will fall sick…these two days sick…
fever...flu & backache…I really sick terribly…
finally felt better..cos My GOD is powerful HEALER..
thank you all your concerns & prayed…
lastly take cares to all my friends…
see you soon!!!

S.A.D

2008-04-03T16:05:00.002+08:00

yesterday supposedly is SHC-17 CG meeting..
but finally it was changed to something else..
went down to church for church dismantle purpose.
When I was reaching church suddenly get shocked
I was seeing the church suddenly change so empty..
The curtains have been taken away just protrude the white walls…
Before dismantle job starts went dinner with…
Aloy’s di, Crystal’s, Mrs.Yee, Jia Le & Martin’s…
We went to eat Malays foods..but the bloody long queue
Make me felt frustrated..started blaming why service is so unprofessional
Queuing about 20mins just to have a very simple dinner…
Once we get the foods, we ate with rush...
caused the time getting closer & closer..
Wapian..spicy foods caused me sweaty seem like bathing..
after eating all rush to church for dismantle job carry on…
we have been separated into few groups…
Me, Ben’s, Kok Loong & Shifu (Bro.Tony) responsibility for PA system…
Chen Han & Martin responsible for all instruments…
Aloy’s di & Johnson helper for Bro.Robbie…
Crystal. Li Hong & Jia Le helpers to Mrs.Yee..
Took out all stuffs behind the walls…
When during the dismantling, my feeling wasn’t really good..
Caused I knew it’s symbolized the closure for SHC for time being…
When SHC will restart again. Really no one can give the right answer…
All instruments were dismantled completely…
Piano, Guitar, Drums..all familiar music instruments that we knew..
Its time to say goodbye..all will be putting at warehouse…
Don’t know when we can see & touch them again..
Maybe will never get chance to see & touch them forever…
Dismantled took about 3hrs…we all went home at about 10pm…
Although felt tired but is meaningful to me..
Caused this will become my memorable for the rest of my life..
GoodBye for time being – Shekinah Harvest Church

HEAL

2008-04-02T13:13:00.001+08:00

Err..let me think what to write first..
Actually want to go for exercise …
But so bad the whether do not allowed…
Finally stay at home..read some books
And phone chat..msn with frens lorx..
Hahax..boring hors…but that all I can do…
Actually want meet Thana’s for dinner de..
But he not feeling well…flu viruses attacked…
Haix…many ppl sick during these few days..
Let’s pray together may HOLY SPIRIT come upon them..
GOD’s please heal all illnesses...
AMEN!!! Take care all my frens…

Is it FUN??

2008-04-01T09:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wasn’t really good for me..
Backache..felt sick at all…hahax..
Nothing to do when I reached home…
Went home early, watched while TV…
Then went for jogging..hahax..
Now I love doing exercise very much…
After finished my exercises went home..
Take a deep breathe...so fresh for my mind…
Chatting with some-one, then light off..
Tat’s all for the day..
INTRESTING or BORING..I myself also don’t know..

JOYFUL

2008-03-31T10:06:00.002+08:00

Sat night Zech’s son house for overnight cos wanted chat with him..
but when he was bathing I accidentally fall sleep cos too tired..
al the way till 10am Sun morning..hahax..
take time chat with Zech’s son in the morning…
around 1230pm went home prepared…
meet Ben’s & daughter for lunch at Tampines’s…
later then we went to watch movie..the bloody scary movie ‘Shutter”…
after watched movie took bus went home…
Zech’s son went home earlier for book in preparations…
went bedok inter with Ben’s & daughter…
cos wanted to buy new pairs of contact lenses..
after we went to market eat desserts..went home after..
7pm met Thana’s went stadium for exercise…
dinner together with him & JL…
after went home chat with Aloy’s di..then light off sleep..

MEMORABLE

2008-03-31T09:39:00.002+08:00

Today update what was happening for the past few days…

Saturday 29/Mar
Really don’t know how to express my thousands
words from bottom of my heart…
Sat service is such wonderful & memorable in my life…
Because I understand this scene will never be coming back anymore…
Last Saturday service is the last service for SHC for time being…
caused from next week onwards, we all going to CHC for Sunday service..
although my heart is not feeling well..but still have to face & go through it…
Sat scenes keep appearing in my minds...its sweet but sad too…
This is the first time all vocalists sang at the same time…
Full set band for service closing ceremony…
I can felt everyone really appreciate & cherish for this last service..
simultaneously I also felt heart’s pain from PS himself…
know all he hard works & hard walks for SHC for the past years…
No matter how PS really appreciate for all the efforts and sacrifices
That you have done for us…will remember in my life..
Everyone got chance to speak their last word before the service end…
The speak brought us back when SHC get started…
The atmosphere really touches with loves..
some sharer even cried during sharing...because of the true loves..
how SHC works in their life..no matter how the directions
and decision was..SHC-17 still loves & cares SHC very much..
last thank you Ps & TJ..will remember all your works forever…

Friday 28/Mar
不知为何心中顿时浮现感伤的情景…
仿佛述说彼此相聚时刻寥寥无几…
周围的气氛顿时沉陷到了谷底…
细胞小组有如告别的画面…
述说彼此心中感言…心情顿时感伤…
未来的日子将会如何谁都无法肯定…
带着沉重的心情参与每个过程…
只因彼此已深深的在心里扎下了根…

CAN'T WAIT FOR IT

2008-03-28T09:43:00.001+08:00

Nothing much for yesterday…
Met Crys, Aloy’s & Ben’s for dinner at bedok…
Later then went library to borrow some books…
Went home with Aloy’s..and do my exercise at
Bedok stadium..ran few round…
“Jumbo tired”..hahax..
reached home about 1030pm, read newspaper..
after taken shower..what to do???
“sleep liao lorxh”….hahaxx..
my mind is totally thinking of……..
hahax…

WISH

2008-03-27T09:32:00.001+08:00

The day gone day by day…
What I have done for the past months…
Hahax..i really don’t know…
but one thing I can ensure that, is I still alive (very lame)…
yesterday really meaningful & challenging for me..
cos finally I have spoken out to..(xxxxxxxx)
Thank GOD..(xxxxxxxx)…did not rejected at all…
hahax..but no matter what the final is..
I still will accept, because for GOD will plan
And provides all my needs…Amen!!
At nitex met some frens went for dinner..
After watched funny “ Mr.Bean Holiday” …
Went home..chit-chat a while…
Then light-off …simple life but fully occupied…
How about you…See u soon..GBU!

LIFE NOT EASY

2008-03-26T09:21:00.002+08:00

Wow, working is very important for life…
Cos I can buy my favourite stuffs, buy nice foods..lols
This morning woke up late again, cos too tired…
Rushed for bus all the way, finally reached company about 10mins late…
Still okay, cos some came late than me…
Hahax..busy on my working..time totally not enough at all…
But I still manage run “ON THE DOT”…
From here you can see how efficiency I’m..
Want to hire me mahx..pls send your request to…
stanleywek@yahoo.com.sg....
I may take approx 1yr to reply..cos too much requirement…
Hahax..intelligent?..back to normal again…
Yesterday nite did my exercises, wow really long time never
Exercises liao..the whole body feel lyk crack…
Hahax..really old liao..hahax..but still looks young..
Still don feel lyk eating at all..bought two chicken wings…
So contradicting horx…cant tempted to its smell…
Hahax..after phone chat then light off ready for sleep..
That’s all for the day..to be continued..yeah..

LUCKY

2008-03-25T12:29:00.005+08:00

Finally got time to update my blog,
Weekday life as usual not much different..
But yesterday when knockoff doesn’t know
why the rain suddenly pours down..
Not a small one but is heavy downpour…
But thank GOD I got prepared my umbrella all the time..
unfortunately the strong wind and rain my little umbrella
does not afford to cover me completely finally get wet totally..
the bus stop flooded with waters.. waited bus about 10-15mins...
finally it came..the lady in front really brainless, when she board the bus
forgot to turn-off her umbrella so coincident me behind of her she suddenly
turn-off her umbrella..you know what happened???
the bloody water splashed on my face..
don’t know should I get angry or not..
but I choose not to..cos is just a small matter
and really teach me a lesson…
on board the train goes home..the condition is damn cold..
the wet cloth and pant sticky on my body so uncomfortable…
1hr later reached bedok..just realized bedok didn’t rain at all…
Wow..what happens to the SKIES sia???..purposely rain at certain areas..
Went home quickly..after shower wow felt fresh and comfortable..
don’t feel eating heavy foods..finally cooked Maggic for my dinner..
Really long time never cooks at home..wow..so YUMMY the Maggic is…
That’s all for me…to be continued…All the best!!!

Happy,Fun & Tired

2008-03-24T10:29:00.007+08:00

Now come to post WHAT is happening yesterday..
Yesterday is baptism day@East Coast…
Woke up at 815am morning, after prepared rush to meet LH with Aloy’s di at bedok inter..
We took SBS 196 to East Coast & reached there about 10am…
Ate hashbrown as my very simple breakfast…
later met all the baptism candidates at beach..
They all looked very excited cos they are going married to Jesus in the public as of today…
really happy for Stal’s (daughter)..Ben’s (Xiaodi)..Jiale..(Now Change her name to Carissa) & Jacob’s (Previous as Faithful Loo’s)..once again congratulations on yours right decision had been made..after the baptized…Bro.Robbie had prepared some excited games..wow I really must surrenderred & accepted I getting older & older not younger anymore..very tired and “Chuan” when playing catching game with all youngers…end up I choose to become camera man..hahax…all activities end about 2pm..then we splited into different EG, Me, Stal’s, Bernard’s,Jacob’s,Mrs.Yee,Kelvin’s & Ting Jie’s we went to “SHI NAI Tea Rtr” for EG meeting..we ordered some foods..hahax..Kel’s had ordered “Durian Putty”..hahax..damn expensive & not nice..he must be very regretted on his decision..lols..we ate & talk among each others..so enjoy & relax..later we packed & ready to go home..stayed back to play around with Ben’s frens..Huat Cheng, Benedict,Wei Qiang and 2 of their frens..went played bowling together..wow damn fun..
they all played very well..once finishing they played soccer, but me, Aloy’s di, and Jacob’s didn’t participate cos dislike this sport very much..lols..we went to beach played sands..
when they all finished playing, went dinner together at hawker@ East Coast..wow damn far sia the distance..everyone walked unitll “Hea-hea-Chuan”..once get the seats & foods
we enjoy the foods very much due to too hungry…this is my first time ate “Gong-Gong”..wow so delicious the taste was…went & reached home about 1030pm, after took my bath, read bible and prepared for rest..really tired through the whole day..but very fun and enjoy very much..

Wonderful Time Together

2008-03-24T10:15:00.008+08:00

These few days didn’t blog cos too tired…
Now update what was happening for the past few days…
Where should I starts from???
Starts from

Friday 21/Mar bahx…
We are having TGIF for the day,
Woke up in the very morning, met Stal’s and LH...
went to Sis.Ee Ming house for foods preparations..
before that we have delivery order for Mc.Donald for our breakfast…
We started after having our break-fast..
lots of fun cos got too many foods to be cooked.
Stal’s & LH helped to pealed-off the eggs for sandwich purpose...
Later they smashed the eggs, wow damn horrible..
somemore did it beside the rubbish corner…
Eee..no hygiene sense..lols..
later we made sandwich together, I cuts all the bread...
Stal’s applied Margarine & LH applied eggs..damn fun & enjoyful..
Sis Eeming & Mrs.Yee fried all the nuggets and “Po Pia” till sweaty..damn hot..
they face turned red because of heat...lols…
Time became closer & closer..finally 1pm had came..
everyone get ready for English for TGIF, through the whole session...
everyone played their part very well..as for John 3:16 sharing...
praise the LORD SHC-17 got 5 Salvations in total..
Thank GOD had planted the seed in their heart..
Waited for second session for Chinese TGIF...
wow I can comment that the Chinese TGIF is extremely lively...
everyone really fully participated, worshipping and enjoy the movie very much...
we end the Chinese session with all fun & rejoice..
everyone rushed for their foods cos too hungry..
hahax..really enjoy & relax..
SHC-17 always got one culture de... & the culture is....
we never missed any opportunities for photos taking...
cos we believe photos can really bring us back to the period of time when we all fun together..after took a while rest at Sis Eeming hus then we went home..
We all damn tired, but thank GOD Sat service delay to 5pm..
at least we can take a long sleep..hahax..that’s all for GOOD FRIDAY…

Sat 22/Mar
Today went church at 230pm with Aloy’s cos the vocalizing…
The service started at 5pm today…
Today Ps preached abt John 3:16 due to Easter eve, hope to see salvation…
Wow, very in details..Thanks Ps..
Before the service end, Ps asked for altercall…(dunnoe how to spell Paiseh)
I can totally felt the presence of GOD’s strongly....
and saw many ppl hearts get touched & cried..
later we have a simple dinner...
cos we had next family members meeting…
its about the church matter...
all choices given are difficult to make the decision...
I have been prayed strongly before the decision...
and finally I choose "1/2/3/4" as my decision..(guess urself)
Although my heart is pain but that is reality...
after the meeting do Church hus keeping..
later that went home rest early....
cos second day still need wake up early turn on for baptism@East Coast…

Wish

2008-03-20T09:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is very meaningful and memorable for me…
cos something special was happened…
later went home after dinner with someone…
felt my day now became meaningful and brightener
I know something going to be happening…
Hahax..hope my wish come true…
LORD I trust in you…!!!!

Think there must be something happened on my Mel’s DIDI…
but I really don’t know what should I do for him…
as yours Koko, what I can do just keep praying & praying…
hope the wisdom from GOD’s will transformed your life…
no matter how you still the one Ko cares & loves very much…
take care….

Today Zech’s son booking out from Tekong…
So happy can see him tonight..
but will have to book in Friday night…
but at least can dinner with him after tonight rehearsal…
lols..can’t wait for 545pm knockoff timing..
Ah Zech’s our SHC-17 beloved Creative Art Director…!!!

Meaningful

2008-03-19T08:43:00.000+08:00

Wow..yesterday felt that time is not enough…
I can’t complete my weekly plan in time..
Hahax..but still okay for me..
Yesterday was working happily cos for certain reason..
Now like come to my working place..hahax..
LORD pls helps everything gonna move smoothly..
I know you always will protect and listen to all my prayer…
Thank you LORD…
Evening met Aloy’s for dinner at bedok inter…
So YUMMY my hometown noodle..long time nv eat leh..
Hahas..walked around then went home…
Read some books & newspaper later time for bed…
Hahax..that’s mine simple lifestyle…
Otshukareshimadeshita…

Real Day

2008-03-17T19:54:00.008+08:00

let begin to update some latest news from me...
no much different for me for every working days..
woke up at 6am in the morning,went to inter having my breakfast...
tookMRT to my work place...reached comp on my PC started searching Internet...
today felt like to worship, so i login IMEEN listened to all worship songs i like...
found peace in you..THANK YOU JESUS...
cant wait for 1745pm cos is my knockoff timing..
i every day on the dot knockoff all my colleagues so jealous about me..lols..
that is my nature characters..no one could change...
today reach home earlier cos didn't have any appointment...
online a while..felt hungry start became foods hunter...hahas..
when finished taken my dinner read some "HEBOK" news...
then take a rest...that's all for today... to be continued...
ALL THE BEST FOR ALL!!!!

Tired

2008-03-16T22:43:00.015+08:00

let's update what was happening today...
morning woke up at 730am caused went to CHC attend for Rev.Ps Phil Pringle service..
Ps.Phil today preached about the power of anointing..
wow..really powerful although is my first time listened to his preaching...

so happy cos able to see "DIDI" at CHC also..
when service finished, we actually planned to go for EXPO foods fair..
end up just realised foods fair had already end earlier..
quite disappointed but still okay..cos cant get free trial foods mah..lols..
finally we went to Tampines's to have our lunch..
went watching movie "STEP UP 2" with Ben's and his friends..
when beginning the show is quite boring....
but when come to the mid of show when understand
the pic of the story started began interesting...
the movie wasn't too bad..when finished watching we went for dinner..
after having dinner went home cos really very very very very tired..
this is what was happening for the day...DON'T KNOW ZECH'S SON

HOW WAS HE IN THE ARMY CAMP...ALL THE BEST FOR HIM!!!

Surprise

2008-03-15T02:25:00.004+08:00

today after work went to sis EeMing for TGIF rehearsal..
before the rehearsal start..there's something happening...
my emotion up down inconsistently..cos i know i going
to loose another good buddy again..
but if this is the reality have to accept it..got no choice..but will remember
in my mind always..the happy & fun time we have together..all the best..
during the rehearsal..damn funny..everyone take turn to be narrator..
hahas..quite fun..but incomplete..rushing here & there..improper planning...
took about 1hr for rehearsal then we all went home...
went took dinner at 85 market..cos really starving for the foods..
hahas..after that went home..

All The Best

2008-03-14T09:52:00.006+08:00

today is “Zech’s” son enlistment day..
started thinking of him cos he such a great son and understanding person..
when my emotion was tremendous down son always keep encouraging me…
his encouragement really motivated me… thank you son for the past
weeks keep accompany dad for dinner…fun together…
sang together..played arcade together..
but now is time dad have to back to my personal alone time…
don’t worry I will be strongly in everywhere...
do really take care in camp..dad & stal will keep praying for you..
SHC will not forgetting you..as we are united as one..no man will left behind..
count down for next two weeks time..yeah cos we can fun & joy together..
WISH ALL THE BEST!!! Zech’s JIAYOU!!!~

Enlistment Eve Celebration

2008-03-14T09:52:00.005+08:00

its time for me updating what actually happening yesterday…
yesterday is Zech’s enlistment eve..I wif some closer frens from SHC-17
we went celebrated for him..we went for steamboat dinner at
Han river~is a Korean restaurant..
the foods are so organizing and quite fresh...
before we starts dinner we have took some video for memorable..
we took about 2hrs for dinner and before we left we took some photos…
really have a wonderful and fun time together..
although can felt the sadden of Zech’s but that is the reality
he still have to face it personally…after we walked out we found a place…
hahax we all took turn cuts his hairs..wow very siok..
Zech’s keep screaming and nagging…
stal very cruel cut a big bunch of hairs..hahax..
but Zech’s wont blame her de..cos she is his sister..
very fun..lols..after we all took MRT went home..

Hope

2008-03-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

these few days weren’t really good for me…
sick after sick..like being cursing…
flu not really recovers..Furthermore some new
viruses had been attacked badly..
haix..nothing better I can do just got to pay
more attention to my health…
days keep non-stop raining...
days become cooling and cooling…
that why many ppl fall sick easily…
took medicine day by day, bloody bitter..
hahas..no choice..lols
think really have to be more carefully and enough rest..
cos I’m not younger than before..lols
hahas..old man..old man..old man...
no doubt my ages getting bigger and bigger
but my heart still look younger than everyone..
yeah...Jia you…lols…

Amazing

2008-03-11T09:09:00.003+08:00

hahas..few days didn’t update my blog...
today spend some little time to update it..
as usual there nothing much trigger down in my life...
Working, sleeping, eating, playing, singing and etc…
yesterday we are just having wonderful AMAZING RACE..
wow..damn tired when after ran for the race..
we went to few places to get the foods..
quite fun..everyone ran fast as they can..
especially CH..wow cant imagine he can ran fast beyond my expectation..
the rest XY,JL,ZECH,ST,JOHNSON,Mrs.Yee..oso ran fast..
everyone of us almost “PENG”.. especially when ran the way to EAST COAST..
damn far the way..but “HANG” last time I was 4x400meters athlete..
so is just a small little thing for me..hahas..
we ran to many places to get the cheaper foods as well…
everyone very hungry when harder running and starving and hungry for food..
the foods we bought is definitely not enough at all..
everyone ate lyk “YaoGui”..hahas…
through the whole AMAZING RACE..we really have lots of fun..
but the bad thing is day keep raining..wondering everyone easily fall sick..
ZECH’s is our creative director..appointed him prepare the Cheer for us..
Wow..cant imazing how creativity he is..within 10mins can come up the
Cheer easily..hahas..below is the cheer for the day:

Cheer:
A.M.A.Z.I.N.G
Amazing..Amazing
Fast can we be
V.I.C.T.O.R.Y
Victory..Victory is on our side
Amazing 4..Amazing 4…
Let’s gather & shout..
“AMAZING RACE”…

hahas..nice leh..& I believe that this is the best cheer among all..
b-cos we know wat the criteria for the marks given..
of cos must be something related to the event lah..
standard one mah..lols…when video clip ready will be posted soon..

although we didn’t get any prizes for the race..
but we have built up stronger co-ordination and co-operation among us..
the main objective of the race is to examine the unity among all of us..
and I personally give 85% for the whole race…
why not given 100%, I think we should know well…
hahas..this is the Amazing Race reporting..
to be continued…

无与伦比

2008-03-07T08:47:00.000+08:00

哈哈!又到回忆写照时刻…
这几天过的很充实…
没有了烦恼却充满了…
无止尽的欢笑…
上班下班回家…
吃饭娱乐睡觉…
是生活中不可缺少的…
开始觉得世界真美妙…
产生了新的乐趣…
就能体验新的感受…
朋友是生命中的良伴…
音乐是生命中的知音…
这一路有您真好…

喜乐

2008-03-05T09:35:00.000+08:00

生活的精彩莫过于…
自己抉择的生活方式…
每天的生活写照如现场直播…
酸甜苦辣样样都有…
倘若开心能带给快乐欢笑...
何必选择痛苦…
跟着想在一起的人甜美滋味…
唯有了解的人才懂…

THANX

2008-03-04T08:52:00.000+08:00

hahas..long time nv updates for my blog...
cos bzi for my works..lets update some
what had already happened during the past few days...
last Firday my com having annual dinner & dance..
Before that, I have been chosen as one of the committees
member at very last min..although not really willing to do
but got no choice..cos I hate to do last min things…
rushed to buy all the presents and wrapping, sitting arrangement
..very tired but I think I lyk it so much is during tat week time past
very fast..this is usually what I aiming..hahas..
finally the actual day came, I went to restaurant for final preparation
did all the wrapping job with some other committee members…
we wrapped and wrapped..those bloody super jumbo

presents wrapped till wanna die..heavy or bulky..

wasted lots of wrapping papers…
I saw no one want to wrap for the top prize..

cos its separated into three portion
End up I wrapped it..i stick them together look lyk cross sia..hahas..

all my colleagues laugh at me…(u can refer to the pic)…hahas…
Nearly 6pm we completely all the wrapping..

get to change the cloth and waited
For invited guest and recept corner..

everyone entitled with the lucky draw on that
day…when come to draw own lucky number..

I prayed to the LORD if this the number u wanna bless me,

pls let me have tat number..end up I drew number 43.

Wow..this number really blessed me a lot, cos this is the top prize number..
Maybe this is GOD why put me in

wrapped for the first prize..hahas..
I have won a cost $900 Sony brand camcorder..

wow very siok..Suddenly remind me the number

43 is very meaningful to me..Cos in Cantonese(广东)...

we called this number as “死生”…

Reminded me “JESUS HAD DIED FOR US & HE ROSE AGAIN IN 3 DAYS LATER”…

wow really cant amazing…really thank GOD answered

my prayer & blessed me with the best HE ever have..

when come to singing competition..I pray to GOD pls bring

peace of mind and ease all the nervous in me…
When came to my turn I really can performed it very well..

50% marks came from judges..50%from audients..

wow really challenge to me..but I choose to believe in my mighty GOD..

when come to results announcing, I have won the 1st again in Singing competition...

and won $250 dollars.. thank GOD for all HE blessing…
all my colleagues very jealous at me..

but I told them because I have a powerful and

Almighty GOD HE will always protect and watching me...

and even provides all the best HE have to me..PRAISE THE LORD..
I believe when we choose to believe in HIM...

all impossible will turn to possible cos HE the one created

this universe and everyone of us surely will know our needs... Hallelujah…

心中的哑语

2008-02-27T08:56:00.000+08:00

生活就像漂浮在海洋的木头...
随浪而漂不知最终得落脚处...
生命中的起落决定一生的成就...
试问有谁能预测自己的未来...
带着希望带着梦想去面对一切...
换来得却是数不尽的失落感...
想拥有的却只能静观不能拥有...
不想的却停留身边....
心中的无奈谁能了解...

雨后的心情

2008-02-26T08:40:00.000+08:00

今天带着沉重的心情回到公司上班...
蓝色的星期一感觉到烦躁...
工作之际上上网听听歌...
顿时心情便的开朗许多...
虽然心中有太多的疑问...???
但已慢慢的接受了所有的事实...
难免有点忧伤舍不得...
但我必须去面对去克服...
晚上约了Zech儿吃饭...
喔!饭好好吃...YUMMY
Zech儿选了不知什么的"Bombo"...
甜不甜咸不咸的怪怪的...

不过还挺不错的味道...

吃完过后便各自回家....

哈哈!这就是一天的生活...

今天过的还算充实....

感谢Zech儿....

记忆

2008-02-25T09:15:00.000+08:00

晴天霹雳的消息...
不得不接受弟弟选择离开的事实...
心中的疑问伤心...
不得不承认我彻底的失败了...
无法挽留过去一起共患难欢乐的日子...
我彻底的败了...生日愿望再也无法实现...

接受所有残酷的事实...
如果离开能带来快乐自由...哥祝福...
因为看到弟弟快乐就是哥最大的安慰...
哥不在的日子记得要照顾自己...三餐记得定时...
别生病...遇到困难别忘了还有个无时无刻
等待支持弟的哥哥...无论发生什么事

弟永远是哥心目中疼爱挂念的弟弟...

Relax & Enjoy

2008-02-22T09:16:00.000+08:00

as usual woke up abt 6am in the morning..
rush for the train & my breakfast..
today is "Yuan Xiao Jie"...
actually still thinking should i turn on???
thanks to son you are so encourage to me...
when listen to Endure sermon..
feel comfortable..mind changed...
turn on the "Yuan Xiao" celebration..
wow..everyone enjoy so much..chichat non-stop..
especially..daughter,sweet,sharp red...
"CCC" group..no wonder "bao C" when they together..lols..
after taken dinner, we went to NTUC buy some stuffs..
sharp red & daughter bought some "instant noodles" for supper..
no wonder..their looking so....lols...
didi also buy some stuffs..bought so much flour..
for facial or body powder???..lols..
walked home wif didi,son and Ben's together..
have a lots of fun when son keep telling some joke stories...
when reaching home, opposite got "Lion Dance"...
very noisy..but lyk it so much...
hahas..finally end of CNY for yr 2008..
FUN,HAPPY,JOYFUL......
this is how i spent my day...
JIAYOU..STANLEY WONG

TODAY

2008-02-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6am..
felt tired cos just recovered from sickness..
felt better after took a good rest..
today feeling better...after voice out everything..
ready for the new day to come...
leave everything behind when close my eyes
start with new life..
JIAYOU...STANLEY WONG....

2008-02-20T08:27:00.000+08:00

Monday Blue

2008-02-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

as usual woke up very early today morning at 6am..
after prepared everything rush for my breakfast at inter..
two bread & tea peng is common breakfast for me...
rush for the train at 728am..cos got seats available..
after 805am reached Clementi & took another bus to workplace..
today very sianx..cos came back from weekend holiday...
no mood working keep thinking knockoff at 530pm..
cos after will meet didi, Xiao Yue & Jia le for dinner at bedok inter...
in afternoon Son called and informed HIS mother invited me to his
hus for dinner..his mother had cooked my favourite food..Curry fish head..
but no fate..cos I cant break my promise...anyway thank you Aunty...
Met didi and the rest at 730pm..actually decided to eat my favourite
HOMETOWN noodle de..but so bad, the stall still no yet business..
end up ate fried Kueyteow..hahas..cant complete..so guilty wasted the foods...
don knoe wer to go after eating, really found BEDOK is a very boring place...
most surrouding by HAWKER centre and COFFEESHOP...Sianx...
finally we went to my hus downstair to talk and play clapping game..
around 11pm we went home..this is how I spent for the day...

Sunday

2008-02-18T08:45:00.000+08:00

As usual, woke up at 12pm on Sunday morning
cos too tired, never rest well for the past few days..
took sometime accompany & talk to Son cos he going to army soon...
although my feeling was not good when knew son going army soon..
cos I consider son as my "好搭档"...really “舍不得"...
but no choice son still have to face it..
2 yrs will be passed very soon...
actually meet didi & son at 230pm my hus downstairs..
but didi always lyk to do last min change de..haix..
told me going to buy some of his own stuffs..
actually meet K buddy, but he sudden have some appointment
with his family so couldn't make it..although a bit sad..
but I can understand this is not he want..never mind..
still got chance..anyway buddy take care & be strong...
I will support you till the end..lols..happy & smile..
went meet the rest simultaneously waited for didi also..
went to TAMPINES to buy some stuffs, window shopping...
hahas..cos CNY spent too much cant anyhow spend..lols..
after 180mins waited for didi finally he took cab came to meet us..
but didi looked so tired..suddenly atmosphere dropped
from the higher to the bottom..but i can understand..
cos didi just recovered from sickness..
everyone out of sudden keep quite..talkless...haix..
actually went eat "RAMENTEN"but when we all sat down
saw the menu, someone screamed don afford to eat cos too costy..
hahas..end up we decided not to eat and went out the shop..
so "PAISEH"..honestly this is the first experiece that ever have..
hahas..quite intresting and funny...so sorry..wasted their "Regard"
"WELCOME TO REMENTEN"..end up...lols
we went HAWKER to eat "CHICKENT RICE"...
we took bus to go back BEDOK, when reaching bedok
we went to "Print Photos"..
didi went home earlier cos his relative
came from Malaysia visited HIM..
rushed home having dinner with them..hahas...
wow..we printed so many photos...
everyone of it very nice and laminated nicely..
later we bought waffer eat..and accompany them went home..
took some talk or chitchat ..around 1030pm we all went home..
cos next day got working & schooling..hahas..
tat all the day how I spent for my "SUNDAY"...
although a bit sianx or boring... cos really donnoe where to go..
but we still end with fun,laugh,and "MOST IMPORTANT"
is we treating everyone nicely and sincerely..
as real "FRIENDSHIP"...
JIA YOU my fren...All the best in your study...

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